Long time, I did not realise, my hands talk too
here, my grand daughter takes a small video of one part of my speech preparation.
As you can see, mostly hear, it is not yet "there"!
more to learn and better to express!
It is not enough, alas, to know what you want to say,
it is not enough to know it in your mind,
even not to show it with your body...
you have to find the right words to go with it too.